Well Went to meditiashion tonight we worked on the root charkra i almost fell asleep it was just what i needed.
This chakra i really need to work on more.
In my meditiation i saw a wolf hiding behind a tree watching, I also saw a deer coming up too me.
When we asked to walk in the grass it was most under my feet i could feel it slip.
I feelt realxed and happy.
Melly also showed us some chakra spray omg beautiful smell .
I'm so so tired so i won't write to much.
Still getting lot's and lot's of messages,
Yes i know my TWF or DM has short hair when i tune in i can see his eyes he still worry's to much i still see tears in the eyes, loneyness and sadness in the heart.
Very loney not many friends i see payper work and computers.
Loves to sit out side very deep thinking and very quite.
So sad, a lot more quite around them i feel like they like this.
Sitting outside on a step see drinking a hot cup of tea of coffee.
So sad and loney.
I see a lot of writing in a dairy of some sort and reading letter's.
i just saw 222
Tomorrow i have to take mum to see the cardiologist tomorrow so i have to be up early up at 7:00 dang it.
Omg just lisegning to this gemini this up down shit i'd rather be buy myself the go up and down shit i'm over that crap. ....... I think ill be quite happy buy myself alot more peace of mind, Its hard engouth dealing with myself then dealing with anoghter anyways i need to sleep not looking at it don't want to look giving it to the angel's please give me peace.
as i said if it's ment to be its ment to be if not so be it.
I need peace of mind.
This chakra i really need to work on more.
In my meditiation i saw a wolf hiding behind a tree watching, I also saw a deer coming up too me.
When we asked to walk in the grass it was most under my feet i could feel it slip.
I feelt realxed and happy.
Melly also showed us some chakra spray omg beautiful smell .
I'm so so tired so i won't write to much.
Still getting lot's and lot's of messages,
Yes i know my TWF or DM has short hair when i tune in i can see his eyes he still worry's to much i still see tears in the eyes, loneyness and sadness in the heart.
Very loney not many friends i see payper work and computers.
Loves to sit out side very deep thinking and very quite.
So sad, a lot more quite around them i feel like they like this.
Sitting outside on a step see drinking a hot cup of tea of coffee.
So sad and loney.
I see a lot of writing in a dairy of some sort and reading letter's.
i just saw 222
Tomorrow i have to take mum to see the cardiologist tomorrow so i have to be up early up at 7:00 dang it.
Omg just lisegning to this gemini this up down shit i'd rather be buy myself the go up and down shit i'm over that crap. ....... I think ill be quite happy buy myself alot more peace of mind, Its hard engouth dealing with myself then dealing with anoghter anyways i need to sleep not looking at it don't want to look giving it to the angel's please give me peace.
as i said if it's ment to be its ment to be if not so be it.
I need peace of mind.