Dealing with some family stuff, my mum has to have more heart tests done, i think it was a big slap in the face for me a big wake up call.
Never take people for granted, the big wake has passed i feel a bit more relaxed, very very tired thoe.
My dear TWF or DM i am not anger at you i am just looking at my inner demon's and i need to face them, i am lisening to my guides, and i am.
Trying to let go of my past hurts faceing my fears today i feelt sick in my stomic and my heart was acking, i cryed a bit i allowed myself to release my fear.
We all have our wound's and fears to heal it is our own journey.
I must heal and love my inner child which i am trying to do, like my friend said look at emoshions like cloudes abserve it then let it move buy.
So i allow myself to feel every emoshion and feeling then release.
I whish to send you love light and goodness, love healing energy with reiki but i need to ask your higher self .
I have been doing reiki on my heart charkra it sooth's me and makes me relax.
I will try a twin flame meditition tonight to connected with you and talk, But again i must ask if this is ok with you as i do not want to intrude in your space and make you feel uncomftbal and anger with me, this is not my intenshion.
I don't want to make you feel like i'm spying on you, This is not my intenshion.
I just like to check on you and see if your ok.
I will never stop loving you, as how do you stop loving someone that is with you all ways you are already a part of me you talk to me every day.
you give me sines every day.
I just want you to know i love and care about you very deeply, you are in my thought's every day.
But somtime's i need to face my inner demons on my own send me love hope and pray's but my demons are my own, my guides are helping me with this.
They helped me before there helping me again.
I have to leave it here as i really need to sleep.
Here are some song's I got today.