Feeling alittle lowe in spirits today mainly because of my twin ive feelt his energy around lastnight and this morning i saw a song which started me crying, its all just games i have no idear why he wants to brake me so if he dosnt want me why dosnt he just go instead of tourting my heart and soul every day he hurts me the more he pushs me away.
I just want to leave it,.... theses no use its dead he's hurt me so much i don't feel anything for him, my love is dieing each time i see somthing or read somthing it just makes me want to turn away more.
I don't feel i could ever trust him the trust respected is gorn.
The girl hes engaged too i feel i know why i don't like her.
She reminds me of a snake ..... i think i know who she is the first time i laded eyes on her pic i didnt not like her, others would say jelousey no not at all ive seen him with others and never feelt this.
But this girl reminds me of a snake only out to get what she wants money a user she reminds me alot of one of his ex's she was scarry.
Hed be doing everything she'd exspected it.
I get alot of arguing very heated fights in her eyes he is just an objected.
very spitful heated arguments.
I just want to leave it,.... theses no use its dead he's hurt me so much i don't feel anything for him, my love is dieing each time i see somthing or read somthing it just makes me want to turn away more.
I don't feel i could ever trust him the trust respected is gorn.
The girl hes engaged too i feel i know why i don't like her.
She reminds me of a snake ..... i think i know who she is the first time i laded eyes on her pic i didnt not like her, others would say jelousey no not at all ive seen him with others and never feelt this.
But this girl reminds me of a snake only out to get what she wants money a user she reminds me alot of one of his ex's she was scarry.
Hed be doing everything she'd exspected it.
I get alot of arguing very heated fights in her eyes he is just an objected.
very spitful heated arguments.
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But once trust is broken with me its over i can;t trust him any more he'll meet some eals i'm just a pebbel thrown in a stream a rippel i don't want to be just a notch on someones bed post.
i deserve better then that and i need a connection before i let any one close.
But the love i feelt is slowly dieing.
I feel it maybe its not a bad think i can now really walk easyer.
we will never meet anyway i can finelly walk away, the snake can have him.
he wasnt for me anyway and this is what i have been telling myself.
A leapord never changes there spots,
this i learnt a long time ago , i don't want to keep making the same mistakes.
i find to when i walk and say my affrimashions they become stronger.
i don't over think when i walk.
i don't like cheaters and users i keep away from them.
hes happy and thats all that matters hes in love thats all that matters
i need some sleep im tired.
i deserve better then that and i need a connection before i let any one close.
But the love i feelt is slowly dieing.
I feel it maybe its not a bad think i can now really walk easyer.
we will never meet anyway i can finelly walk away, the snake can have him.
he wasnt for me anyway and this is what i have been telling myself.
A leapord never changes there spots,
this i learnt a long time ago , i don't want to keep making the same mistakes.
i find to when i walk and say my affrimashions they become stronger.
i don't over think when i walk.
i don't like cheaters and users i keep away from them.
hes happy and thats all that matters hes in love thats all that matters
i need some sleep im tired.
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