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Pretty good day

27/5/2024

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Well i had a pretty good day today my asthma is playing up alittle today, i don't know why maybe it's the cold Well if my twin reads this i just wanted you to know i got a message threw my penjlum that you want me to leave you alone so now i have got this message i will do just that.
I'm not anger or hurt i knew this was going to happen i think you have been trying to tell me for years to let you go i know you have a lovley partner now you life is full of love and happyness and i wouldnt whish you any more happyness and i promise i will not bother you again i apoligise for deserbeing you live i whish you so much happyness i know you are your at peace i will not follow you or contacted you again, i serander and set you free.
Lesson is now learnt and i can now move on doing my own things. Thank you for entering my life thank you for the blessings and the lessions.
Ok i feel i needed to do this.
Also my dear friend Joanne at work has pushed me to do readings online threw tik tok and Utube online and vie Zoom.
I have to set everything up i love my friend jojo she has shuch a beautifule energy she makes me so happy being around she makes me laught i love people like this Zelina dose too and so dose Ofila .
Its just setting everything up.
I'm still working on my self love,    
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Its a course from umdey buy a your man the Transformational self love healing course hes very intresting.
Ive already been starting my self love One of these's things is having alone time time for yourself Which on my day off i try to do twice....... a day.
Im so tight in my back 
Its so cold tonight also i woundeing if i have meet my twin flame i'm not shore now i thought i did but im not 100% shore.
im woundering if this is just all human hope on somthing deeper i know we have male and female energy when we balance this we have more enlightenment.
I also gorn back to Aurtmatic writing which is giveing me alot of informashion 

today 27 5 2024 time 14.30
Don't look for love outside of yourself, look for love within. be your own best friend.
When you look for love you never find it or worse you attracted toxic clingy controling people.
when you love yourself you attracked blanced harmoneouse soul connections.
Balance is key/ balance both the male and female side of yourself which gives you blance and peace.

ask yourself 
is it a lesson or blessing?
is it a soultie or soul conntracted.
is it a unhealded soul wound.

look at it feel it what emoshions a rise from this person or place, do you feel like crying or do you feel anger hurt pain saddness heartbrake.

reamber to put yourself first love yourself first, reamber not what to settal for.

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Do little things of self love
Pamper yourself, look at ways to pamper yourself.
* Look after your hands clean clip tidey your nails cream them 
* streach - yoga- walking- gardening- spending time with your animales 
* Eat clean and healthy write it down in a journal so you can see what your eating.
* dress nicley where pretty colours
* do your hair neatly cream your face
* meditate with rose quartz all around you while meditating on self love 

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Intresting day

9/5/2024

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I hade a very busy day shopping today run here run there abit tired atlest i drank alot more water today, i want to get back into PSP Paint Shop Pro again just for abit of fun I came across a course on Udemy online course I found a course called Childhood Trauma Healing Inner Child work Meditations Course i think this will be good for me.
I didn't get to go for a walk today to much to do, i was talking to melly and my friend about doing the Inner Love and louyte work.
I found a girl on tik tok who has been alone since she was 40 years old i have sleeped beside someone and i could have went tearther but it did not.
Ive been kissed and hugged ,But this poor lady has not had anything i thought wow i'm 51 next month i thought i was the only one like this.
A though popped into my head today is there shuch thing as a male esscort i think there must be i might have to look that up ....... hummmm 
I saw this funny video about older ladies and having trubel dating because of there age it made me laught. It was funny made me think of myself, also when mum buys junk food and theres alot left over so i thought ok if they don't eat it ill put it in a bag and give it to them to take it home so i don't eat it.
We brout alot of fresh greens this week. Mums going to make some Stue yummmm.
I have a hunger for Zakine alot of greens.
​Woohoo im getting dizzy again this is werid yesterday was bad i thought i was going to fall over.

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I don't wont to push myself into someone's life any more i really want to attracked someone into my life that has symalor attrbutes as my self but someone i can listein and talk tooo, a good friend and build the trust before anything intimacy. I don't want to rush and i want them to get to know me.
And vise versa.....
I want to get intouch with the more femine side of myself i dont want to come across as not being feminie, But i don't like lots of makeup it makes my skin ich i'm quite senstive im not into makeup.
I am happy being natural.
I do know how to do my hair i don't like it out alot because it get's of fuzzzy lol lol lol .
I'm being good i watching what i eat too.
Ive decided to just go with my intuition and follow what is best for me..... no more chasing anyone if they want to be in my life so be it if not so be it, im not going to fix anyone people need to do things for themselves i will put stuff on here that could help people who need it.
This is what i will do, 
Anyways i got my mum her mothers day gift i am happy about.
I am also goint to try to find a lazer light tearapy for my face ill have a look i want to change some things
You know the only two thing's i don't like with my connechion with my twin is picking up his emoshions even when his sick, the Dizzy head when he connects and when i know his being intimate with someone i see theses things somtimes i even hear him i feel alittle inbrased because i feel like i should not know this..... Omg i just had a thought ooooh how inbrasing i really don't like the thought of that i can pick up him i didnt think of it going the other way round. 
​Anyways i'm going to bed i'm tired  
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Sleeped alot

8/5/2024

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Just chilling i made my appoiment for a reading with a lovley lady on tik tok i feel she is very honest I also feel ive known her before....
Its funny alot of my strongest friendships have been people ive been drawn to, I only noticed this over the last few years this started in my 30's.
I did autamtic writing and saw myself and a friend i lived with meeting two other people on pushbikes talking i saw a girl with short blonde hair and a girl with long dark hair down past her backside.
We meet the girl with the short blonde hair acoupel of months after i did the autmatic writeing for a friend she became bestfriend with my house mate.
Then when i started studing to be an AIN i meet annette when i sw her face all i keeped thinking was i know you i know you i know you she had long dark hair down past her bottom.
She said i fritened he the way i looked at her i apoligised for this i said i just feelt like i knew you and could not understand how.
We mediatated togeather oneday and found out we where sisters in pastlife and lived in a forested over in eroupe iwe hade mousey long long hair and would dance in circels in the long grass we where very happy go lucky and free.
She was taken by the iqusishion and was tryed as a witch i watched her die.
It was horribal, i cryed and cryed and feelt my soul was torne.
I cryed and stated to annette they took you from me in that life but they can't in this life.
I miss her so much an angel lady also said we where also twine fairy sisters in anouther life which made alot of sense. 

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This also happened with a cat i brout as soon as i saw her i knew she was mine she was a tortusshell i called her gypsy i loved this cat so much and she brout me and julie togaether anouther soul sister who i love very very much she was my father in pastlife she is one person who trust very very much, and has been there for me threw alot.
I was also drawn to my twin flame i knew his face i thought again same thing i know your face i knew his eyes i thought i was crazy at first i was 21 when i first saw his photo.
Then i forgot about him then when i hit 22 i saw his photo again, i thought there's that man again how can i know this man this confused me.... i heard his voice and thought i like his voice and laught.
Then when i hit 25 again i saw his photo and though you again why am i so drawn to you i thought again i know this person i thought oh my goodness you remind me of myself i saw myself in this person, which again i thought was crazy.
i won't talk about the rest of it but we did meet and talk he just keeped coming in and out of my life.
I dream about him quite offtin when i connected with him i get Dizzy its really werid ive never feelt this with anyone eals, sometimes i can sense who he is around and what he's doing some of it i think am i serpose to see this ..... i saw recently a woman around him about 5 foot 2 to 3 curvey and blonde shoulder langth hair.... i won't say what i saw, i also so him doing somthing in a shead.
I know when he changes his hair and body hair on his face i wounder dose this scare him what i pick up..... I have fritened a few people with things ive picked up.
Only part i don't like is picking up his feelings it gets me alittle overwhealmed and i cry.     
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 I feel his lonleyness i don't feel has many friends i don't want to push myself into his life, its really up to him..... I can'yt rush anything....
Ive been trying to walk away but its so hard. 
I so deeply love him on a soul level..... But i am unshore he want's me in his life.
I feel like he is confused which is making me confused latley ive been pushing it aside so it dosnt overwhealm me and cause my triggers to come up there triggers.
i saw this video about a woman marrying herself and the way she described it was intreasting she was devouting herself to herself i thought this is great i brout myself a beautiful engament ring in 2013 i saw it in a op shop and feel in love with it i also did not own a dimand ring and tought aahh go for it it was $500 i love the style its beautiful so today i decided to do the same make a voue to be devoted to myself and my self love i programed the ring with a programe that when i looked at the ring it's to remind myself that i am enought and i love myself i smile when i look at it.
Ive been asking my guides for sines and asking them what i need to do on my path to help others to heal my inner child i now have a photo of myself as a 3 year old to work with now.
I don't see this as bad ive also decided to see if i can find a hypnosis person around here so i can get to the core of my over eating i really want to takel this if i buisy i don't feel like eating.
Man i'm starting to get tired.
I  aslo wounder if others feel this way i always found music more sensual the a man lol lol lol i know that sounds werid or a better way to put it more of a turn on then a man.
i wounder if theres others like this ...... I rather lisen to music then watch Tv i very realy watch TV now unless its a true life Documentry. I like murder mistories and true life paranomal and  ghoast storyes.
Or hystory shows and alien showes.
anyway im going to go now as im tired, also my twin I am not Anger at you when you un followed me it made me upset, so i left it i did want to invade your bounders.
Its also your life path not mine you do not owe me anything i chose to be by myself for years.
I could never meet anyone i could connecetd too, it when iver i was attracted and there was no connection or there was aconnction and no attractshion.
This was my choice it had nothing to do with you also losing my father made it worse and now i look after my mother ireally don't have alot of time between work and home.
and im not looking my Guides said it will happen when lest Exspected it.
So i ahave faith in them, you owe me nothing it's your life my dear friend. 
​Just live your life grow have peace and be happy i hope you make conncetions with others you will know.  ... Hugs my friend    

Ive also been drawn to look up moe inforamshion on the blue rose ordore Melchizedek, The Order of the Blue Rose and the Magdalene Lineage https://www.bluerosehealing.com/blog/melchizedek
I found this very intresting and was drawn to this years ago now im drawn again
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another busy day

4/5/2024

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Been raining today sleep in abit late, started cleaning my room still got a few things to clean i started cleaning abit late.
My twin is in my thoughts tonight i was channeling a message from a tree today and saw a man and woman fighting, the sean had alot of red in it. i saw him not wanting to aurgue and fight i don't feel he likes to fight and closes off and retreats back into himself she was pointing and was very anger yelling i thought wow why am i picking this up i'm serpose to be picking up the messages from the tree.
My twin dose not like arguying or drama. 
I feel very sorry for him, and alittle sad.
This is one of the resions i will not write on his page i don't want to cause any troubel.
I feel hes very very tired and has not been sleeping why do i see him sleeping on a lounge and anouther seen i see him sleeping outside in a shead .
This is so sad, i see a large old bed with quilted blankets and a fire place in that room its quite big the room.
I hope your ok my twin.... i whish i could hug you i do love you.
I whish i hade that temprament and not get as exsplosive, at work i have too.
I count or i think come on do be like that.
​I hope your ok I feel you need to rest you need a good sleep ...... I don't feel your resting enought.

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Look at that spirder hes so cute i love jumping spiders you should see My guides said to me today not to push things and allow you to make the moves when your ready and not to rush you it makes you overwheleamed.
I don't want to do this, i don't want to come on as pushy also i use to email you a long time ago i sent it to your mane site page i would email you ever now and then.
There was somthing you tolled me a long time again that a friend gave you a gift i saw this in a piture and thought ahh haaaa.
I look at how much you have acheaved it makes me smile im so happy for you.
I know i go on and on and im sorry i do i just whish we could talk.
But sometimes i feel maybe ive come back in and turned everything upside down for you and i don't want to do that, i don't want to be selfish.
To day i have been very very busy my brother has been doing night work and been working away so me and my mother try not to wake him up and i get his breckfast done half an hour ready for him i worry about him. 
Because he travels so far and i'm worryed he may fall asleep behind the wheel coming home.
My brother said that hay girls driving big dumper trucks and the get payed alot of money.
   I said i couldnt just sit around in a truck driving all day it would drive me insaine.
See working as a AIN i'm on my feet most of the shift which i love.
​I like to move and do things, i can't stand sitting still to long. 

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A good crystal to use to heal your heart is rose quartz if you can get some its up to you i can help just lye with it on your heart charkra for about 25 to 30 minets lisen to some heart chrakra music it dose work...... Its great.
I will tell you one thing facebook has gorn down hill really badly Thinking of testing out Tweeter its more open. ..... I check it out......
​Anyways my beautiful friend keep safe keep smiling and big Hugs ....

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Hade a very productive day

3/5/2024

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Feeling quite tired tonight, i had a very productive day today it was great. I fianlly got my outside of my green house done now i need to get shade cloth to cover it i can't write what eals i have planned to do to it untill i finish then i will take a photo or video it will be my little scared place just for me to study paint, draw, do card readings crystal healings i have so many idears for this spot just for me.
Also went for a walk did the washing cleaned the house.
I love it when i have a praductive days, i feel happy. i didnt wast my day.
Tomorrow its clean my room as rain is coming i also need to get my winter clothes out. 
My dear twin i don't want to write on your page site i am worryed i will ruffel feathers or coause any probleams or attacted to much attension to you.
I keep getting readings on tik tok and wounder why i'm getting them sometimes i wounder if some are from you.
I could be wrong, i don't want to Delulu myself lol lol lol.
I would rather wait for you to aproch me or write me so i know its ok to talk to you.
Like i said i don;t want to ruffel any feathers between you and your partner.
I asked for a manifestation to see you again this menifestation timing will run out on the 12 of 12 2024 so i manifested you in but unshore you want to speck to me.
I have been asking for sines from spirit i get lovley messages.
On facebook theres a page i follow called soul leaf his little massages he put on there really resanate for me.
I would love to make a page like this but self love as well as spiritual stuff and crystals.
Oh my goodness Crystals i just love them they make me so excitted.
If you see silly tik toks of me i'm trying to make you Laught just to bring abit of light hartedness to your day.  
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I hope you are well but i feel this is the only place i can write for you to read I'm wearin my super seven crystal beads tonight.
Today was a beautiful day the sun was lovely i spent most of my time outside today.
Socking in the sun.....
Wow i do feel sleepy tonight, been a busy day.
I'm going to try to do some wall parlates i went for a hour walk today so nice i'm going to start increasing it and walk faster i drank over a leater today i uselly drink 2 leaters.
I don't drink soft drinks at all, dont miss them.
Its ice cream and sweets i need to leave alone.
I'm going to go back to having a hand full of nuts at night if i get peckish good proten and fats.
I don't eat alot of bread, i eat mostly flat bread samon rapps i love samon and go back to eating more fish.
My probleam is carbs i need to cut them down, Biscots cake, and chips sometimes.
But I'm a scuker for ice cream .
Im determed i will tell you i want more energy its the energy i miss as my friend said eat less move more watch your carbs.
I know when i get stressed or sad i eat too, i need to look at it diffrently.
anyways i'm going to leave it here as i'm tired and need to sleep......
​Cheery o .....        
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again up and down

29/4/2024

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Feeling alittle lowe in spirits today mainly because of my twin ive feelt his energy around lastnight and this morning i saw a song which started me crying, its all just games i have no idear why he wants to brake me so if he dosnt want me why dosnt he just go instead of tourting my heart and soul every day he hurts me the more he pushs me away.
I just want to leave it,.... theses no use its dead he's hurt me so much i don't feel anything for him, my love is dieing each time i see somthing or read somthing it just makes me want to turn away more.
I don't feel i could ever trust him the trust respected is gorn.
The girl hes engaged too i feel i know why i don't like her.
She reminds me of a snake ..... i think i know who she is the first time i laded eyes on her pic i didnt not like her, others would say jelousey no not at all ive seen him with others and never feelt this.
But this girl reminds me of a snake only out to get what she wants money a user she reminds me alot of one of his ex's she was scarry.
Hed be doing everything she'd exspected it.
I get alot of arguing very heated fights in her eyes he is just an objected.
very spitful heated arguments.            
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But once trust is broken with me its over i can;t trust him any more he'll meet some eals i'm just a pebbel thrown in a stream a rippel i don't want to be just a notch on someones bed post.
i deserve better then that and i need a connection before i let any one close.
But the love i feelt is slowly dieing.
I feel it maybe its not a bad think i can now really walk easyer.
we will never meet anyway i can finelly walk away, the snake can have him.
he wasnt for me anyway and this is what i have been telling myself.
A leapord never changes there spots, 
this i learnt a long time ago , i don't want to keep making the same mistakes.
i find to when i walk and say my affrimashions they become stronger.
i don't over think when i walk.
i don't like cheaters and users i keep away from them.
hes happy and thats all that matters hes in love thats all that matters
​i need some sleep im tired.    
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It is what it is

22/4/2024

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Well it has been a very emoshional last coupel of days for me ..... Ive hade to make a chose today.
With my twin flame, It hurts me but i had to do it.
I asked a sine from him i asked do you whant me still in your life if you don't give me a sine.
He unfollowed me ..... So i thought ok this is mine sine you don't want me in your life any more.
I was exspecting this i was waiting.
It cryed my eyes out it just feelt like i was dieing inside my heart was braking.
But the Divine did say this person was not ment for me, I was not ment to be part of his life.
I love him i deeply love him but it's not ment to happen this life time.
I feel like the door is closed this time, I don't want to tourter myself any more i love you but i have to let you go.
I am proude of you im happy your doing things to make yourself happy i send you nothing but love and happyness I whish you nothing but love.
I would never whish you anything bad how could i i love you so much.
But i know you don't love me, i don't feel you ever did i really don't feel you want love anyway. You have closed yourself of from it.
And i can not help you with this i feel mother nature is healing you which is so beautiful, but i have to let you go.
When i saw you unfollowed me it cut deeply, but it was the answer i needed to see so i thought ok i will block you and set you free to live your life, My friend also helped cut energy cords as well today.
I spent 3 hours at my friends place i got lots of love from her beautifule black cat.
I also gave shane my number hes a witch so i thought it would be nice to catch up with anouther wiccan friend and chat.
My dear twin im so happy you meet someone and are loved im really happy for you, finlly you meet a soulmate who loves you.     
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My cards how to love yourself cards by louise hay i started looking at the cards.
Ive decided its now time to draw in my soul partner, the person i will work with and love.
The more i work on myself the more i will draw this person in.
Open minded, kind, gental, empathic who whats to help others this time a starsteed , i just had to let go of my twin flame.
And now he's given me the push to do so, Thank you.
Someone in Australia someone who likes aliens and paranormal stuff, dosnt have to be the same but open minded, Grounded that will be my friend and lover as well i feel safe with.
This time friends first and let it grown, strong foundashion and face to face not over the internet.
Someone that loves nature.
​I keep haering starnge eyes unewusal eyes they could be light hazel with what looks like sparkels in the irus.      
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They might how a strange shape too it will happen when i lest exspected it .
It is what it is and god is now in charge.
I don't know why i feel so much lighter And i know i did the right thing for both my twin and me.
And like i said again, i whish you nothing but happyness.
Just know i don't hate you i do care about you, but i asked for a sine i got it.
Also nothing can happen because your enegaged now and happy.
Good buy my dear twin it hurts but i know I'm not ment to be in your life, and its finished for good now.    

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Ride the wave

18/4/2024

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Been just going with the flow ride the wave as rach would say Crying when i need to and just letting it go best way to go, Ive been talking with my guides and the creator,
It was funny i was cutting up food for dinner, and i heard look at the bigger piture this person is not healthy for your and there not the one for you , how many times are you going to allowe them to come into your life take your energy mess you up emoshionaly then walk out again to anouther girl,
Look how many times they have done this reamber how many times they did this count how many times.
I thought shit that's alot, i didnt realise how many times i allowed this, they chose anouther over you.
Let them go there not the one for you, look at the bigger piture.
You need to let them go, let them live there life, it's there life there path they have chosen the person there with now they have to follow there path you need to follow yours its just a lesson.
And a lesson you need to stop look at your self worth.
I really made me stop its the slap in the face i needed i know this is my father.
Wow i just did not relise i let this person walk over me so many times thinking it was love.
Thats not love thats using someone for they own perpesses there an energy Vampire, no wounder they where making me sick.
I don't havre to do anything for this person any more i don't own them anything exspechely my heart 
I'm not setaling any more, wow i really do love myself.      

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I'm just to tired to try any more Ive exceepted things as they are , I keep picking up a woman around him that is my hight short shoulder lenght hair aurban coloured with waves could have eyes simaler to my own shes simalar body style too but she's half his age 29, 30 maybe she loves him this is what he needs and i'm happy for them both.
Shes cottoned on.
I have to finally walk away from Twin hes not the right one for me some twins are not ment to be togeather i have to exceepted this and close the door once and forall.
My guides said Ill meet someone one day mediam built from Australia, my own country there will be something alittle diffrent about him to most men ive meet.
He will be Psyhic I keep picking up i could meet him at a book shop or a second hand book shop.
I'm seeing avrage hight with blonde hair i feel could be coastal. 
Because i see the ocean and waves has a love for water.
And Auquas and blues his aura will have this colour in it.
He will be quite, in ways he will remind me of my father. I also see a neck lace around his neck that looks like a cord with maybe a stone or crystal on it.
Hs energy is easy going in ways he will also remind me of Mel my friend from the shop.
Good at reading people this person will be better souted for me.
More open minded.... I still don't understand why my twin came into my life.
I keep thinking what for what was the reasion for anyway dosnt matter its all over now.
I whish him nothing but happyness.
​He chose his own path.... I'm just not part of it.     
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I don't want to play the victum iver it is what it is and i'm not chasing him any more its not worth the pain to myself or his partner she deserves better she loves him he should be happy he finally found someone that loves him. He's very lucky im still trying to meet mine but now ive let god pick them for me maybe ill dream of them like i did with phillip.
I keep hearing they will unusual eyes, there colour will be diffrent im seeing green, blue and brown with spots like i have in my own eyes, they could be anouther start seed. 
If not im not worryed i have so much on my plate work my mother and loving me.
Ive never feelt so tired and so tired of trying, maybe ive just been strong for to long.
And just want to rest its tiring trying to be strong all the time.
But i know i'm strong ill get threw this its like weaning myself of this person once and for all it just was not ment to be never has been we will never meet face to face its just not meant to happen.
Ahhh well it could be worse lol lol lol.
I'm ready i jsut whish we never meet i know thats horribal but i really do, the heart ack this has brout me as been one of the worse, I don't hate them but i don't fell the same the love i feelt is starting to die.
Which it needs too. anyway thats life. 

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Ive decided i want to look after myself better eat better walk more move more look after myself i need too i want more energy and feel better.
Anyways i better go got work tomorrow i didnt sleep well i cryed most of the night so i feel like shit lol lol lol today very tired.
But on a good note i love my new car its beautiful.   
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Excitting day

12/4/2024

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Well i'm really Excitted on Tursday i went for a drive down town to get some money out of the tella, And i tured the corner at JTFosses, And spotted a Suzuki Jimny this is my dream Car well it's a littlie 4wheel drive. Ive been wanting one for years.
In 2022 I spotted one the same colour its a yellow green colour my favourt colour green.
It was quite exspensive 42,000 and i went and chatted with them but it would have been to exspensive to pay back so i left it this one is 29,000 alot more cheeper, and i could aford to pay it off, So i went for a test drive it was like i already owned it.
It was fantastic.
Then went in chatted with it put in for an aplicashion, i will get alittle back for my old car, which will go onto the new one which is great.
But i should hear somthing back tomorrow everone has a good feel i think my dad is behind this.
I'm so excitted.      
 
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I'm so excitted My twin I'm not 100% but i kinda get the feeling that you are unshore of things i sorta don't know what you want from me I'm unshore where i stand but i don't exspected anything from you.
I love you but i'm sorta don't know where i stand and i can't really ecspected anything because you live too far away.
And i need to be relistic.
I care about you deeply i care for you deeply but i'm really not shore anything will happen.
Woohoo I still feel like your marryed I keep seeing a short haired lady.
Maybe you just wanted to let me know your safe.
Thank you, But i feel stuck i limdo i will always love you.
But i keep getting Missed Messages.
Anyways all i want to do is concentrate on myself and that's what i'm doing.
Ok i'm trying to connected with my guides somthing on working togeather but unshore how???? 

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Cooler today

10/4/2024

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Well its a new day My car has gorn for a pink slip today i am just waiting for a phone call i hope i hear from them soon yesterday i cleaned my car out dusted vacumed washed my silver bug or silbey as my friend Maria called her.
My beautiful twin i want to Apoligise my fear creeped up again i want to know you but i do not know where i stand and i don't want to exspected to much from you.
I was talking with the creator lastnight or praying as you would call it.
I asked what do i do on this matter, i don't want to push my twin away and run him in circels as well as myself.
How do i deal with this please help me i know you always lisen to me i know you have helped me at my worst and when i needed you creator, how do i go by this please guide me i serender this to you give me sines pass on a message.
The first thought that popped into my head was i needed to get to the core of my wound i need to face my fear, and heal it heal the wounded child with in.
This made me happy i thought i can do this i'm ready to work and heal on this.
I need to love the little child with in the one that didnt feel protected loved or understood.
I have a soul love course by Shanna Roman i think its time to work on this course.
Ok this is what i'm also picking up ....... If i had a child how would i have nutured it, how would i have loved it protected it now i need to do this to myself.
Hug myself love myself be my own cheerleader. Well im not really alone my guides help me with this too.
A old healer Donald said one way of loving yourself is have a beautiful bath fill it with warm salts and rose quartz realx and talk to each body part really lisen tell each body part that you love it and thank it for all it has done. softly massage this part and tell it you love it.
Send it healing energy.
I think ill do this tonight and start sending Reiki to my food and medicashion before i have it.
Saying the word Love over my food and water.
And eat Healthy. I already Drink 2 leaters of water a day.
Nap when i need to walk to inrich my soul see my park babies and feed them they always make me smile.... Ive always loved nature as a child the bugs, ants bees wild flowers and trees.
​Make a pamper time for an hour or two.          
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I feel my twin around me i get goosbumps on my body and i feel a warmth, i hope your happy and doing somthing you enjoy your always in my thoughts from the time i wake up to the time my head hits the Pillow i also dreamped about you lastnight i shock your hand.
And said hello to you lol lol lol strange.
I feel like your very tired and that you need to rest, youve been over doing things.
I wounder if you sit under a tree and read a book.
I feel like you have travel on your mind, I smellt Candel burning the night before, i saw a black road bike i feel like you want to just get away and clear you head.
I love you i don't think i will ever stop loving you i whish i could hug you.
I feel like you need hugs. so hears a air hug.
I hope i get my car back soon as i want to go for a walk .....
I want to jsut talk with you .... and find out what you like and what intrests you.
 see a dirt road and pine trees.  
I have a specahel crystal for you i hope oneday ill get to give it too you Its Muekite an australian stone its beautiful the energy is so soothing and warm. 
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