What a day started today one day at a time one minet at a time no more tears flow ive finally let go for good i don't want to feel anymore as soon as my toughts sway i shift to something eals liseing to Deadmau 5 , I'm not going to be a Doormat for anyone any more and i'm inforcing my bounders.
Puting my power back into my own hands i love it, iT makes you feel stronger.
Started on an affrimashion on looking after my body today i keeped visulising eating alot more vegtabels focus on vegtabels.
Cuting out breads, pasta, icecream, bisscut's cakes sweets.
Its about getting my energy back, had stue tonight yummmm lots of vegtables.
The more i look aftermyself the more my body will thank me.
I want to like myself on all leavels.
I know this sounds werid but why is it when i start opening my heart and try again i attracted so many men I'm not looking i don't put it out there there probley just scammers anyway lol lol lol.
I'm still tossing up about the other thing lol lol lol ive been looking, just somthing i want to exsprecence., Before i get way to old, lol lol lol.
I looked at something today and i thought yep thats why i walked away i know i did the right thing.
I don't hate them i don't whish them bad i hope oneday they will meet someone that is perfected for them and they have the love they want.
I can pray for them and send them healing energy.
But i need to ask there guides first, I don't need anyone to help me heal the little child in me i just need to love her.
I also need to send love and healing to my mother because she loved me the only way she knew how.
Puting my power back into my own hands i love it, iT makes you feel stronger.
Started on an affrimashion on looking after my body today i keeped visulising eating alot more vegtabels focus on vegtabels.
Cuting out breads, pasta, icecream, bisscut's cakes sweets.
Its about getting my energy back, had stue tonight yummmm lots of vegtables.
The more i look aftermyself the more my body will thank me.
I want to like myself on all leavels.
I know this sounds werid but why is it when i start opening my heart and try again i attracted so many men I'm not looking i don't put it out there there probley just scammers anyway lol lol lol.
I'm still tossing up about the other thing lol lol lol ive been looking, just somthing i want to exsprecence., Before i get way to old, lol lol lol.
I looked at something today and i thought yep thats why i walked away i know i did the right thing.
I don't hate them i don't whish them bad i hope oneday they will meet someone that is perfected for them and they have the love they want.
I can pray for them and send them healing energy.
But i need to ask there guides first, I don't need anyone to help me heal the little child in me i just need to love her.
I also need to send love and healing to my mother because she loved me the only way she knew how.
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I'm not blaming anyone i am tacking responablity for my own acshions and thoughts Whisch is a good healthy thing, I have to clean my Fish tank tomorrow poor babies.
My back neck and sholders are tight and sore ive also been grinding my teeth, stress overthinking.
I'm not worrying my guides said that the right man will come into my life at the right time, i just have to get out there enjoy life and see the things i want to see.
Theres aborginal sites i want to see around here, I will look up on the net and do some reserch.
Because i have aborginal desendents my grate grate groundfather i can doing paintings.
There artwork is beautifule.
I'm quite proude of how far ive come in myself.
anyway i'm going to get into my course want to rest.
My back neck and sholders are tight and sore ive also been grinding my teeth, stress overthinking.
I'm not worrying my guides said that the right man will come into my life at the right time, i just have to get out there enjoy life and see the things i want to see.
Theres aborginal sites i want to see around here, I will look up on the net and do some reserch.
Because i have aborginal desendents my grate grate groundfather i can doing paintings.
There artwork is beautifule.
I'm quite proude of how far ive come in myself.
anyway i'm going to get into my course want to rest.
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