Well its a new day My car has gorn for a pink slip today i am just waiting for a phone call i hope i hear from them soon yesterday i cleaned my car out dusted vacumed washed my silver bug or silbey as my friend Maria called her.
My beautiful twin i want to Apoligise my fear creeped up again i want to know you but i do not know where i stand and i don't want to exspected to much from you.
I was talking with the creator lastnight or praying as you would call it.
I asked what do i do on this matter, i don't want to push my twin away and run him in circels as well as myself.
How do i deal with this please help me i know you always lisen to me i know you have helped me at my worst and when i needed you creator, how do i go by this please guide me i serender this to you give me sines pass on a message.
The first thought that popped into my head was i needed to get to the core of my wound i need to face my fear, and heal it heal the wounded child with in.
This made me happy i thought i can do this i'm ready to work and heal on this.
I need to love the little child with in the one that didnt feel protected loved or understood.
I have a soul love course by Shanna Roman i think its time to work on this course.
Ok this is what i'm also picking up ....... If i had a child how would i have nutured it, how would i have loved it protected it now i need to do this to myself.
Hug myself love myself be my own cheerleader. Well im not really alone my guides help me with this too.
A old healer Donald said one way of loving yourself is have a beautiful bath fill it with warm salts and rose quartz realx and talk to each body part really lisen tell each body part that you love it and thank it for all it has done. softly massage this part and tell it you love it.
Send it healing energy.
I think ill do this tonight and start sending Reiki to my food and medicashion before i have it.
Saying the word Love over my food and water.
And eat Healthy. I already Drink 2 leaters of water a day.
Nap when i need to walk to inrich my soul see my park babies and feed them they always make me smile.... Ive always loved nature as a child the bugs, ants bees wild flowers and trees.
Make a pamper time for an hour or two.
My beautiful twin i want to Apoligise my fear creeped up again i want to know you but i do not know where i stand and i don't want to exspected to much from you.
I was talking with the creator lastnight or praying as you would call it.
I asked what do i do on this matter, i don't want to push my twin away and run him in circels as well as myself.
How do i deal with this please help me i know you always lisen to me i know you have helped me at my worst and when i needed you creator, how do i go by this please guide me i serender this to you give me sines pass on a message.
The first thought that popped into my head was i needed to get to the core of my wound i need to face my fear, and heal it heal the wounded child with in.
This made me happy i thought i can do this i'm ready to work and heal on this.
I need to love the little child with in the one that didnt feel protected loved or understood.
I have a soul love course by Shanna Roman i think its time to work on this course.
Ok this is what i'm also picking up ....... If i had a child how would i have nutured it, how would i have loved it protected it now i need to do this to myself.
Hug myself love myself be my own cheerleader. Well im not really alone my guides help me with this too.
A old healer Donald said one way of loving yourself is have a beautiful bath fill it with warm salts and rose quartz realx and talk to each body part really lisen tell each body part that you love it and thank it for all it has done. softly massage this part and tell it you love it.
Send it healing energy.
I think ill do this tonight and start sending Reiki to my food and medicashion before i have it.
Saying the word Love over my food and water.
And eat Healthy. I already Drink 2 leaters of water a day.
Nap when i need to walk to inrich my soul see my park babies and feed them they always make me smile.... Ive always loved nature as a child the bugs, ants bees wild flowers and trees.
Make a pamper time for an hour or two.
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I feel my twin around me i get goosbumps on my body and i feel a warmth, i hope your happy and doing somthing you enjoy your always in my thoughts from the time i wake up to the time my head hits the Pillow i also dreamped about you lastnight i shock your hand.
And said hello to you lol lol lol strange.
I feel like your very tired and that you need to rest, youve been over doing things.
I wounder if you sit under a tree and read a book.
I feel like you have travel on your mind, I smellt Candel burning the night before, i saw a black road bike i feel like you want to just get away and clear you head.
I love you i don't think i will ever stop loving you i whish i could hug you.
I feel like you need hugs. so hears a air hug.
I hope i get my car back soon as i want to go for a walk .....
I want to jsut talk with you .... and find out what you like and what intrests you.
see a dirt road and pine trees.
I have a specahel crystal for you i hope oneday ill get to give it too you Its Muekite an australian stone its beautiful the energy is so soothing and warm.
And said hello to you lol lol lol strange.
I feel like your very tired and that you need to rest, youve been over doing things.
I wounder if you sit under a tree and read a book.
I feel like you have travel on your mind, I smellt Candel burning the night before, i saw a black road bike i feel like you want to just get away and clear you head.
I love you i don't think i will ever stop loving you i whish i could hug you.
I feel like you need hugs. so hears a air hug.
I hope i get my car back soon as i want to go for a walk .....
I want to jsut talk with you .... and find out what you like and what intrests you.
see a dirt road and pine trees.
I have a specahel crystal for you i hope oneday ill get to give it too you Its Muekite an australian stone its beautiful the energy is so soothing and warm.
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