Having troubel sleeping tonight, I feel sad been crying alot i'm missing my father Just flowing with it on and off also something eals but i'm not going to go on about it on here.
It's not just slight crying it's deep hearted crying right deep in my heart.
I got up to go get a drink of water and spotted a ring on the floor, It was the last small little ring my father gave me a small heart ring with a small pink sapthire.
I think ill wear it tonight and put my rose quartz heart back on.
I just want to cry and cryand cry.
I thought maybe i'm just tired, But its somthing deeper.
I was walking the other day and i was deeply thinking about the meaning of love.
there is many diffrent forms of love, friendship love, family love, romantic love, uncondishional love this is the one i like the most, a love where there's no exspectashion.
But it's all really just energy feqrencey......
I love nature i love animales I just don't think i can trust again to allow anyone one close.
I jsut don't want to, i'm content i'm happy.
I went and did a meditation tonight with dolfins and the turquoise ray.
I just want alot of Turquoise and aqua.
I also got a certificate from work for 15 years really 17 years .
I got lots of hugs from the residents today it was lovley.
It's not just slight crying it's deep hearted crying right deep in my heart.
I got up to go get a drink of water and spotted a ring on the floor, It was the last small little ring my father gave me a small heart ring with a small pink sapthire.
I think ill wear it tonight and put my rose quartz heart back on.
I just want to cry and cryand cry.
I thought maybe i'm just tired, But its somthing deeper.
I was walking the other day and i was deeply thinking about the meaning of love.
there is many diffrent forms of love, friendship love, family love, romantic love, uncondishional love this is the one i like the most, a love where there's no exspectashion.
But it's all really just energy feqrencey......
I love nature i love animales I just don't think i can trust again to allow anyone one close.
I jsut don't want to, i'm content i'm happy.
I went and did a meditation tonight with dolfins and the turquoise ray.
I just want alot of Turquoise and aqua.
I also got a certificate from work for 15 years really 17 years .
I got lots of hugs from the residents today it was lovley.
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I Think ive cryed anouth now to go to sleep i feel like my father is around i know i'm stronger then this just got to keep reminding myself that i am, well thats it for me need rest
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