feeling sad tonight

Feeling sad this evening been crying my eyes out been thinking about things.
I saw so many king parrots this arvo.
I feel i need to let my twin know somthing do you feel i have sent and whished you bad energy do you feel i am the one that caused you so much pain and unhappyness.
No, i never sent you any bad energy i don't hate you i don't whish you anything bad.
Ive only ever whished you love and happyness, And i feel you have found it.
You have so much to be grateful for you have love you have everything you whished for
You are marryed i feel you have also had children.
Everthing you whished for has happened.
I am so proude of you and so happy for you, you deserve it and much more.
I love you uncondhionlay I do not exspected anything from you o never will.
Do you feel i need to forgive you.
No i don't feel i need too, I had to understand that i could not exspected anything from you.
​    We lived to far away from each other i only ever wanted to see you happy.
 I keep hoping you marryed an American Indian Lady there shuch a beautifule people.
​I still can not exspeceted anything from you and i won't.     

I whish you nothing but love and happyness I just hope that i whish that cross your fingers I get this Jimadey 
Its werid i got a message on Tic Tok from what i think was aprosttue.
I thought what the hell.
There is so much happyness for you coming.
Im very tired tonight just need to sleep, i have work in the morning.
I need to sleep i think i just cryed alot. 

Ive been getting Dizzy spells I noticed it the last few days I get fuzzy eyes.
Just feeling tired.
Just please don't think ive whished or sent you anything bad as this is what i have not don't
I really need some sleep I'm very very tired.
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