Aaahh well better the devil you know i say i senses this 2 days ago I cryed my eyes out really cryed it still hurts alittle but i have my answer i don't hate you i never will i will forgive you give me time but i will never trust you ever ever again, no more chances my guides said if nothing happens or he dosnt talk to you by the 12 12 2024 you must shut the door and walk away,
Tonight was it for me i know the truth you where just anouther lesson same mistake i made yet again never again this is it for me ive hade enought i serpose your laughting your head off with your goupe of friends it was a good show wasnt it.
Thank you for showing me your truth of how heartless you are and for making me relise i have once again diluded myself in thinking you really did care about me or hand any feelings at all.
i think really it was just revenge because you really hated me.
you saw me as ugly fat and undeserbal old female .
i bet you and your girls friends are having a really good laught.
well you got what you wanted you wanted to humbal me make me feel like shit a crazy woman.
and you did it. it was all lies you never loved me not once i'm not your type to fat to old not sexy enought.
you know what ...i don't care any more i know in myself i'm a good person i did care and i did want the best for you.
but oh well dosnt matter any more its my own fault this time.
i fooled myself into somthing that wasnt there.
And i'm anger at myself i should have lisened to my guides and not have bothered they said it was over.
Now i really do know its over.
I'm not going to stop working on myself i will find ways to shut you out of my thoughts.
Ill let you watch me grow as i don't care any more.
My heart is closed to you now i will never Trust you ......
i whish you the best every day it will get better i whish you nothing but the best.
dosnt matter any more its not the end of the world i will focuse on what is good and whats right for me..... Thank you for my lesson .
You can tick your box now you got your revenge
Tonight was it for me i know the truth you where just anouther lesson same mistake i made yet again never again this is it for me ive hade enought i serpose your laughting your head off with your goupe of friends it was a good show wasnt it.
Thank you for showing me your truth of how heartless you are and for making me relise i have once again diluded myself in thinking you really did care about me or hand any feelings at all.
i think really it was just revenge because you really hated me.
you saw me as ugly fat and undeserbal old female .
i bet you and your girls friends are having a really good laught.
well you got what you wanted you wanted to humbal me make me feel like shit a crazy woman.
and you did it. it was all lies you never loved me not once i'm not your type to fat to old not sexy enought.
you know what ...i don't care any more i know in myself i'm a good person i did care and i did want the best for you.
but oh well dosnt matter any more its my own fault this time.
i fooled myself into somthing that wasnt there.
And i'm anger at myself i should have lisened to my guides and not have bothered they said it was over.
Now i really do know its over.
I'm not going to stop working on myself i will find ways to shut you out of my thoughts.
Ill let you watch me grow as i don't care any more.
My heart is closed to you now i will never Trust you ......
i whish you the best every day it will get better i whish you nothing but the best.
dosnt matter any more its not the end of the world i will focuse on what is good and whats right for me..... Thank you for my lesson .
You can tick your box now you got your revenge
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