I hade a very busy day shopping today run here run there abit tired atlest i drank alot more water today, i want to get back into PSP Paint Shop Pro again just for abit of fun I came across a course on Udemy online course I found a course called Childhood Trauma Healing Inner Child work Meditations Course i think this will be good for me.
I didn't get to go for a walk today to much to do, i was talking to melly and my friend about doing the Inner Love and louyte work.
I found a girl on tik tok who has been alone since she was 40 years old i have sleeped beside someone and i could have went tearther but it did not.
Ive been kissed and hugged ,But this poor lady has not had anything i thought wow i'm 51 next month i thought i was the only one like this.
A though popped into my head today is there shuch thing as a male esscort i think there must be i might have to look that up ....... hummmm
I saw this funny video about older ladies and having trubel dating because of there age it made me laught. It was funny made me think of myself, also when mum buys junk food and theres alot left over so i thought ok if they don't eat it ill put it in a bag and give it to them to take it home so i don't eat it.
We brout alot of fresh greens this week. Mums going to make some Stue yummmm.
I have a hunger for Zakine alot of greens.
Woohoo im getting dizzy again this is werid yesterday was bad i thought i was going to fall over.
I didn't get to go for a walk today to much to do, i was talking to melly and my friend about doing the Inner Love and louyte work.
I found a girl on tik tok who has been alone since she was 40 years old i have sleeped beside someone and i could have went tearther but it did not.
Ive been kissed and hugged ,But this poor lady has not had anything i thought wow i'm 51 next month i thought i was the only one like this.
A though popped into my head today is there shuch thing as a male esscort i think there must be i might have to look that up ....... hummmm
I saw this funny video about older ladies and having trubel dating because of there age it made me laught. It was funny made me think of myself, also when mum buys junk food and theres alot left over so i thought ok if they don't eat it ill put it in a bag and give it to them to take it home so i don't eat it.
We brout alot of fresh greens this week. Mums going to make some Stue yummmm.
I have a hunger for Zakine alot of greens.
Woohoo im getting dizzy again this is werid yesterday was bad i thought i was going to fall over.
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I don't wont to push myself into someone's life any more i really want to attracked someone into my life that has symalor attrbutes as my self but someone i can listein and talk tooo, a good friend and build the trust before anything intimacy. I don't want to rush and i want them to get to know me.
And vise versa.....
I want to get intouch with the more femine side of myself i dont want to come across as not being feminie, But i don't like lots of makeup it makes my skin ich i'm quite senstive im not into makeup.
I am happy being natural.
I do know how to do my hair i don't like it out alot because it get's of fuzzzy lol lol lol .
I'm being good i watching what i eat too.
Ive decided to just go with my intuition and follow what is best for me..... no more chasing anyone if they want to be in my life so be it if not so be it, im not going to fix anyone people need to do things for themselves i will put stuff on here that could help people who need it.
This is what i will do,
Anyways i got my mum her mothers day gift i am happy about.
I am also goint to try to find a lazer light tearapy for my face ill have a look i want to change some things
You know the only two thing's i don't like with my connechion with my twin is picking up his emoshions even when his sick, the Dizzy head when he connects and when i know his being intimate with someone i see theses things somtimes i even hear him i feel alittle inbrased because i feel like i should not know this..... Omg i just had a thought ooooh how inbrasing i really don't like the thought of that i can pick up him i didnt think of it going the other way round.
Anyways i'm going to bed i'm tired
And vise versa.....
I want to get intouch with the more femine side of myself i dont want to come across as not being feminie, But i don't like lots of makeup it makes my skin ich i'm quite senstive im not into makeup.
I am happy being natural.
I do know how to do my hair i don't like it out alot because it get's of fuzzzy lol lol lol .
I'm being good i watching what i eat too.
Ive decided to just go with my intuition and follow what is best for me..... no more chasing anyone if they want to be in my life so be it if not so be it, im not going to fix anyone people need to do things for themselves i will put stuff on here that could help people who need it.
This is what i will do,
Anyways i got my mum her mothers day gift i am happy about.
I am also goint to try to find a lazer light tearapy for my face ill have a look i want to change some things
You know the only two thing's i don't like with my connechion with my twin is picking up his emoshions even when his sick, the Dizzy head when he connects and when i know his being intimate with someone i see theses things somtimes i even hear him i feel alittle inbrased because i feel like i should not know this..... Omg i just had a thought ooooh how inbrasing i really don't like the thought of that i can pick up him i didnt think of it going the other way round.
Anyways i'm going to bed i'm tired
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