Well it has been a very emoshional last coupel of days for me ..... Ive hade to make a chose today.
With my twin flame, It hurts me but i had to do it.
I asked a sine from him i asked do you whant me still in your life if you don't give me a sine.
He unfollowed me ..... So i thought ok this is mine sine you don't want me in your life any more.
I was exspecting this i was waiting.
It cryed my eyes out it just feelt like i was dieing inside my heart was braking.
But the Divine did say this person was not ment for me, I was not ment to be part of his life.
I love him i deeply love him but it's not ment to happen this life time.
I feel like the door is closed this time, I don't want to tourter myself any more i love you but i have to let you go.
I am proude of you im happy your doing things to make yourself happy i send you nothing but love and happyness I whish you nothing but love.
I would never whish you anything bad how could i i love you so much.
But i know you don't love me, i don't feel you ever did i really don't feel you want love anyway. You have closed yourself of from it.
And i can not help you with this i feel mother nature is healing you which is so beautiful, but i have to let you go.
When i saw you unfollowed me it cut deeply, but it was the answer i needed to see so i thought ok i will block you and set you free to live your life, My friend also helped cut energy cords as well today.
I spent 3 hours at my friends place i got lots of love from her beautifule black cat.
I also gave shane my number hes a witch so i thought it would be nice to catch up with anouther wiccan friend and chat.
My dear twin im so happy you meet someone and are loved im really happy for you, finlly you meet a soulmate who loves you.
With my twin flame, It hurts me but i had to do it.
I asked a sine from him i asked do you whant me still in your life if you don't give me a sine.
He unfollowed me ..... So i thought ok this is mine sine you don't want me in your life any more.
I was exspecting this i was waiting.
It cryed my eyes out it just feelt like i was dieing inside my heart was braking.
But the Divine did say this person was not ment for me, I was not ment to be part of his life.
I love him i deeply love him but it's not ment to happen this life time.
I feel like the door is closed this time, I don't want to tourter myself any more i love you but i have to let you go.
I am proude of you im happy your doing things to make yourself happy i send you nothing but love and happyness I whish you nothing but love.
I would never whish you anything bad how could i i love you so much.
But i know you don't love me, i don't feel you ever did i really don't feel you want love anyway. You have closed yourself of from it.
And i can not help you with this i feel mother nature is healing you which is so beautiful, but i have to let you go.
When i saw you unfollowed me it cut deeply, but it was the answer i needed to see so i thought ok i will block you and set you free to live your life, My friend also helped cut energy cords as well today.
I spent 3 hours at my friends place i got lots of love from her beautifule black cat.
I also gave shane my number hes a witch so i thought it would be nice to catch up with anouther wiccan friend and chat.
My dear twin im so happy you meet someone and are loved im really happy for you, finlly you meet a soulmate who loves you.
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My cards how to love yourself cards by louise hay i started looking at the cards.
Ive decided its now time to draw in my soul partner, the person i will work with and love.
The more i work on myself the more i will draw this person in.
Open minded, kind, gental, empathic who whats to help others this time a starsteed , i just had to let go of my twin flame.
And now he's given me the push to do so, Thank you.
Someone in Australia someone who likes aliens and paranormal stuff, dosnt have to be the same but open minded, Grounded that will be my friend and lover as well i feel safe with.
This time friends first and let it grown, strong foundashion and face to face not over the internet.
Someone that loves nature.
I keep haering starnge eyes unewusal eyes they could be light hazel with what looks like sparkels in the irus.
Ive decided its now time to draw in my soul partner, the person i will work with and love.
The more i work on myself the more i will draw this person in.
Open minded, kind, gental, empathic who whats to help others this time a starsteed , i just had to let go of my twin flame.
And now he's given me the push to do so, Thank you.
Someone in Australia someone who likes aliens and paranormal stuff, dosnt have to be the same but open minded, Grounded that will be my friend and lover as well i feel safe with.
This time friends first and let it grown, strong foundashion and face to face not over the internet.
Someone that loves nature.
I keep haering starnge eyes unewusal eyes they could be light hazel with what looks like sparkels in the irus.
They might how a strange shape too it will happen when i lest exspected it .
It is what it is and god is now in charge.
I don't know why i feel so much lighter And i know i did the right thing for both my twin and me.
And like i said again, i whish you nothing but happyness.
Just know i don't hate you i do care about you, but i asked for a sine i got it.
Also nothing can happen because your enegaged now and happy.
Good buy my dear twin it hurts but i know I'm not ment to be in your life, and its finished for good now.
It is what it is and god is now in charge.
I don't know why i feel so much lighter And i know i did the right thing for both my twin and me.
And like i said again, i whish you nothing but happyness.
Just know i don't hate you i do care about you, but i asked for a sine i got it.
Also nothing can happen because your enegaged now and happy.
Good buy my dear twin it hurts but i know I'm not ment to be in your life, and its finished for good now.
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