Not feeling so great today, My legs where cramping and acking most of the night i didnt get alot of sleep.
Feel very Tired today ill have to get a Rat test to see if i may have Covid 19 i hope not i have a funny feeling i don't i have had it wonce before, this feels more like i'm just very tired it over cast here look's like rain I do hope so its spitting outside.
Feel very Tired today ill have to get a Rat test to see if i may have Covid 19 i hope not i have a funny feeling i don't i have had it wonce before, this feels more like i'm just very tired it over cast here look's like rain I do hope so its spitting outside.
 | I just feel like i want to sleep, And my twin i just throw my towel in to this one i really don't feel like they will contacted me again. I feel they where just pulling my strings. I'm just so over it, I'm going to get back into my study... I have completed one Removte Viewing Course by a man who was trined by the miltorey. I'm going to get into the second course. It will be fun.... And I'm not trying to Make my twin come back into my life ... i hade some stranger write on my coment about scammers that i don't belive in recarnashion..... I thought What the Fuck are you on about I have hade a past life regresshion done. I just studyed a course on pastlife Regresshion. I have meet many soulmates as well as Karmic soulmates. |
But i am unshore weather my Twin is still alive or has passed over, Its really out of my hands i can't do anything about it it just makes me sad and i want to cry, I got emoshional and started crying today. I just feel to old to play silly games im not looking iver i'm happy being on my own you can't miss what youve never feelt. I do love him i want him to be happy if he has got marryed and had a family i will not interfear in this i would rather he stayed away .... his family need him more, I don't belive in cheeting its a big no no to me, I also Don't Trust cheets as there never satisfide.They just jump from one person to the next.
That reminds me i need to call my soul sister and make a day with her. I feel me and Cazz where priestess In atlantis and also witches.
The same as me and Mel shes also an Erath angel i love her so much she is my rock she has helped me so much.
i know his energy.
When i think of his Energy I pick up IndegoBlue and Deep Blues lot's of Blue many shades But he loves royal Blue the most.
That reminds me i need to call my soul sister and make a day with her. I feel me and Cazz where priestess In atlantis and also witches.
The same as me and Mel shes also an Erath angel i love her so much she is my rock she has helped me so much.
i know his energy.
When i think of his Energy I pick up IndegoBlue and Deep Blues lot's of Blue many shades But he loves royal Blue the most.
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There's are royal Blue colours i feel he likes I love Periwinkle and aquas Blues green just depends on what colour I'm drawn too at the time Love Green as well
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I think tonight i will do a crystal penjlum healing i might have to much off energy aliments because i usely feel crappy like this when i have stagnet energy or energy in unaliment.
I keep hearing i miss you .... i miss you too but there's nothing i can do.
It all comes down to you, and what you want.... Not me.
I'm not chasing any more I'm tired and it's making me feel ill.
I really need to lisen to my Guides more I haven't lernt from my mistakes.
And one is to stop chasing if its ment to be it will be if not that's the way it is .....
I need to get back into Balence. I know it can be painful sometimes we whish for things we know we can't have.
It's Nice to dream..... I don't believe in love spell's that's bad JUju.
And i don't believe in wanting to see someone hurt Bad Karma .... I like to forgive and let go.
I really REALLYYYY don't want to comeback here again.
So ive been praying to god and talking to him on what i can do so i don't have to come here again.
I never had kids that's one Karma I don't have YEEESSSSS.
Was not ment to have kids and i'm starting to wounder now if that male pyshic was right maybe this life I'm not ment to have a romanitic relashionship or get marryed I feel to old and Tired for this now anyway .... Probley To much Karma Comes attached to this also.
I understand Uncondishional Love its so easy for me love without condishions.
Maybe thats what I'm here for to give Uncondishional Love.
I have this Funny feeling I'm not going to be around much longer My father passed at 62.
Maybe i will cross over in my 60's as well. I miss my father i so wanted to be just like him.
So pacient so caring and kind i never heard anyone speck badly about my father.
I loved how my dad could fix anything Build paint fix cars lisen to people.
He was the light of my life and that cheeky laugh of his.
I use to get so excitted just to see my dad i love my mum she means the wourld to me but my father was my rock and the light of my life he lisened to me i could talk to my Father.
Thats why i love Mel she dose the same. so Dose Cass.
I'm always looking at the deeper deepths of life i want to know so much.
When i get down and upset I hear its ok angel everythings going to be ok your going to be ok.
i feel a big pressence that rap's around me like a hug i feel safe again.
I think its my gardean angel or Ack angel micheal.
Sometimes I need that strangth i ask my guides i ask my father and brother, sometimes i get so overwhelmed and tired of trying to be the strong one.
I gave my kitty a hug today and a kiss i love her so much i still feel my father brout her to me she's alittle tabby she has the same colour and markings as the key ring my father gave me before he passed away. She has the softest energy and i hold her like a baby as she is my baby.
I have been praying to god for answers if i'm picking up is right is he alive or has he passed on.
I did so many years ago was it someone else protending to be him because they wanted to be him.
Sadly i will never know i think its time i let go of this once and for all.
And just keep moving forward with my life and keep doing the things i love.
We where down at the park this morning there was a lady with her little son he would have been easley 1 year old or a year and a half... he wanted to pat and talk to Carmel my mums dog So i picked her up so that the littel boy could meet her it was so cute...
I keep hearing i miss you .... i miss you too but there's nothing i can do.
It all comes down to you, and what you want.... Not me.
I'm not chasing any more I'm tired and it's making me feel ill.
I really need to lisen to my Guides more I haven't lernt from my mistakes.
And one is to stop chasing if its ment to be it will be if not that's the way it is .....
I need to get back into Balence. I know it can be painful sometimes we whish for things we know we can't have.
It's Nice to dream..... I don't believe in love spell's that's bad JUju.
And i don't believe in wanting to see someone hurt Bad Karma .... I like to forgive and let go.
I really REALLYYYY don't want to comeback here again.
So ive been praying to god and talking to him on what i can do so i don't have to come here again.
I never had kids that's one Karma I don't have YEEESSSSS.
Was not ment to have kids and i'm starting to wounder now if that male pyshic was right maybe this life I'm not ment to have a romanitic relashionship or get marryed I feel to old and Tired for this now anyway .... Probley To much Karma Comes attached to this also.
I understand Uncondishional Love its so easy for me love without condishions.
Maybe thats what I'm here for to give Uncondishional Love.
I have this Funny feeling I'm not going to be around much longer My father passed at 62.
Maybe i will cross over in my 60's as well. I miss my father i so wanted to be just like him.
So pacient so caring and kind i never heard anyone speck badly about my father.
I loved how my dad could fix anything Build paint fix cars lisen to people.
He was the light of my life and that cheeky laugh of his.
I use to get so excitted just to see my dad i love my mum she means the wourld to me but my father was my rock and the light of my life he lisened to me i could talk to my Father.
Thats why i love Mel she dose the same. so Dose Cass.
I'm always looking at the deeper deepths of life i want to know so much.
When i get down and upset I hear its ok angel everythings going to be ok your going to be ok.
i feel a big pressence that rap's around me like a hug i feel safe again.
I think its my gardean angel or Ack angel micheal.
Sometimes I need that strangth i ask my guides i ask my father and brother, sometimes i get so overwhelmed and tired of trying to be the strong one.
I gave my kitty a hug today and a kiss i love her so much i still feel my father brout her to me she's alittle tabby she has the same colour and markings as the key ring my father gave me before he passed away. She has the softest energy and i hold her like a baby as she is my baby.
I have been praying to god for answers if i'm picking up is right is he alive or has he passed on.
I did so many years ago was it someone else protending to be him because they wanted to be him.
Sadly i will never know i think its time i let go of this once and for all.
And just keep moving forward with my life and keep doing the things i love.
We where down at the park this morning there was a lady with her little son he would have been easley 1 year old or a year and a half... he wanted to pat and talk to Carmel my mums dog So i picked her up so that the littel boy could meet her it was so cute...
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I aslo Dreamped about my twin lastnight i dreamped i gave him a big hug and pushed my face into his chest and gave him a big squezzy hug lol lol lol somthing about his tummy i feel maybe his solarplex charkra is out of balance he has alot of healing to done there.
I Also feel he can pick up or sense energy from places or people.
Oh yesss my hoildays where aproved i can't wait i just so want a brake.
Its raining yes i just want to sleep now lol lol lol
I just got a down load and when this video uploaded it disapeared I typed it out
I Also feel he can pick up or sense energy from places or people.
Oh yesss my hoildays where aproved i can't wait i just so want a brake.
Its raining yes i just want to sleep now lol lol lol
I just got a down load and when this video uploaded it disapeared I typed it out
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