Just chilling i made my appoiment for a reading with a lovley lady on tik tok i feel she is very honest I also feel ive known her before....
Its funny alot of my strongest friendships have been people ive been drawn to, I only noticed this over the last few years this started in my 30's.
I did autamtic writing and saw myself and a friend i lived with meeting two other people on pushbikes talking i saw a girl with short blonde hair and a girl with long dark hair down past her backside.
We meet the girl with the short blonde hair acoupel of months after i did the autmatic writeing for a friend she became bestfriend with my house mate.
Then when i started studing to be an AIN i meet annette when i sw her face all i keeped thinking was i know you i know you i know you she had long dark hair down past her bottom.
She said i fritened he the way i looked at her i apoligised for this i said i just feelt like i knew you and could not understand how.
We mediatated togeather oneday and found out we where sisters in pastlife and lived in a forested over in eroupe iwe hade mousey long long hair and would dance in circels in the long grass we where very happy go lucky and free.
She was taken by the iqusishion and was tryed as a witch i watched her die.
It was horribal, i cryed and cryed and feelt my soul was torne.
I cryed and stated to annette they took you from me in that life but they can't in this life.
I miss her so much an angel lady also said we where also twine fairy sisters in anouther life which made alot of sense.
Its funny alot of my strongest friendships have been people ive been drawn to, I only noticed this over the last few years this started in my 30's.
I did autamtic writing and saw myself and a friend i lived with meeting two other people on pushbikes talking i saw a girl with short blonde hair and a girl with long dark hair down past her backside.
We meet the girl with the short blonde hair acoupel of months after i did the autmatic writeing for a friend she became bestfriend with my house mate.
Then when i started studing to be an AIN i meet annette when i sw her face all i keeped thinking was i know you i know you i know you she had long dark hair down past her bottom.
She said i fritened he the way i looked at her i apoligised for this i said i just feelt like i knew you and could not understand how.
We mediatated togeather oneday and found out we where sisters in pastlife and lived in a forested over in eroupe iwe hade mousey long long hair and would dance in circels in the long grass we where very happy go lucky and free.
She was taken by the iqusishion and was tryed as a witch i watched her die.
It was horribal, i cryed and cryed and feelt my soul was torne.
I cryed and stated to annette they took you from me in that life but they can't in this life.
I miss her so much an angel lady also said we where also twine fairy sisters in anouther life which made alot of sense.
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This also happened with a cat i brout as soon as i saw her i knew she was mine she was a tortusshell i called her gypsy i loved this cat so much and she brout me and julie togaether anouther soul sister who i love very very much she was my father in pastlife she is one person who trust very very much, and has been there for me threw alot.
I was also drawn to my twin flame i knew his face i thought again same thing i know your face i knew his eyes i thought i was crazy at first i was 21 when i first saw his photo.
Then i forgot about him then when i hit 22 i saw his photo again, i thought there's that man again how can i know this man this confused me.... i heard his voice and thought i like his voice and laught.
Then when i hit 25 again i saw his photo and though you again why am i so drawn to you i thought again i know this person i thought oh my goodness you remind me of myself i saw myself in this person, which again i thought was crazy.
i won't talk about the rest of it but we did meet and talk he just keeped coming in and out of my life.
I dream about him quite offtin when i connected with him i get Dizzy its really werid ive never feelt this with anyone eals, sometimes i can sense who he is around and what he's doing some of it i think am i serpose to see this ..... i saw recently a woman around him about 5 foot 2 to 3 curvey and blonde shoulder langth hair.... i won't say what i saw, i also so him doing somthing in a shead.
I know when he changes his hair and body hair on his face i wounder dose this scare him what i pick up..... I have fritened a few people with things ive picked up.
Only part i don't like is picking up his feelings it gets me alittle overwhealmed and i cry.
I was also drawn to my twin flame i knew his face i thought again same thing i know your face i knew his eyes i thought i was crazy at first i was 21 when i first saw his photo.
Then i forgot about him then when i hit 22 i saw his photo again, i thought there's that man again how can i know this man this confused me.... i heard his voice and thought i like his voice and laught.
Then when i hit 25 again i saw his photo and though you again why am i so drawn to you i thought again i know this person i thought oh my goodness you remind me of myself i saw myself in this person, which again i thought was crazy.
i won't talk about the rest of it but we did meet and talk he just keeped coming in and out of my life.
I dream about him quite offtin when i connected with him i get Dizzy its really werid ive never feelt this with anyone eals, sometimes i can sense who he is around and what he's doing some of it i think am i serpose to see this ..... i saw recently a woman around him about 5 foot 2 to 3 curvey and blonde shoulder langth hair.... i won't say what i saw, i also so him doing somthing in a shead.
I know when he changes his hair and body hair on his face i wounder dose this scare him what i pick up..... I have fritened a few people with things ive picked up.
Only part i don't like is picking up his feelings it gets me alittle overwhealmed and i cry.
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I feel his lonleyness i don't feel has many friends i don't want to push myself into his life, its really up to him..... I can'yt rush anything....
Ive been trying to walk away but its so hard.
I so deeply love him on a soul level..... But i am unshore he want's me in his life.
I feel like he is confused which is making me confused latley ive been pushing it aside so it dosnt overwhealm me and cause my triggers to come up there triggers.
i saw this video about a woman marrying herself and the way she described it was intreasting she was devouting herself to herself i thought this is great i brout myself a beautiful engament ring in 2013 i saw it in a op shop and feel in love with it i also did not own a dimand ring and tought aahh go for it it was $500 i love the style its beautiful so today i decided to do the same make a voue to be devoted to myself and my self love i programed the ring with a programe that when i looked at the ring it's to remind myself that i am enought and i love myself i smile when i look at it.
Ive been asking my guides for sines and asking them what i need to do on my path to help others to heal my inner child i now have a photo of myself as a 3 year old to work with now.
I don't see this as bad ive also decided to see if i can find a hypnosis person around here so i can get to the core of my over eating i really want to takel this if i buisy i don't feel like eating.
Man i'm starting to get tired.
I aslo wounder if others feel this way i always found music more sensual the a man lol lol lol i know that sounds werid or a better way to put it more of a turn on then a man.
i wounder if theres others like this ...... I rather lisen to music then watch Tv i very realy watch TV now unless its a true life Documentry. I like murder mistories and true life paranomal and ghoast storyes.
Or hystory shows and alien showes.
anyway im going to go now as im tired, also my twin I am not Anger at you when you un followed me it made me upset, so i left it i did want to invade your bounders.
Its also your life path not mine you do not owe me anything i chose to be by myself for years.
I could never meet anyone i could connecetd too, it when iver i was attracted and there was no connection or there was aconnction and no attractshion.
This was my choice it had nothing to do with you also losing my father made it worse and now i look after my mother ireally don't have alot of time between work and home.
and im not looking my Guides said it will happen when lest Exspected it.
So i ahave faith in them, you owe me nothing it's your life my dear friend.
Just live your life grow have peace and be happy i hope you make conncetions with others you will know. ... Hugs my friend
Ive been trying to walk away but its so hard.
I so deeply love him on a soul level..... But i am unshore he want's me in his life.
I feel like he is confused which is making me confused latley ive been pushing it aside so it dosnt overwhealm me and cause my triggers to come up there triggers.
i saw this video about a woman marrying herself and the way she described it was intreasting she was devouting herself to herself i thought this is great i brout myself a beautiful engament ring in 2013 i saw it in a op shop and feel in love with it i also did not own a dimand ring and tought aahh go for it it was $500 i love the style its beautiful so today i decided to do the same make a voue to be devoted to myself and my self love i programed the ring with a programe that when i looked at the ring it's to remind myself that i am enought and i love myself i smile when i look at it.
Ive been asking my guides for sines and asking them what i need to do on my path to help others to heal my inner child i now have a photo of myself as a 3 year old to work with now.
I don't see this as bad ive also decided to see if i can find a hypnosis person around here so i can get to the core of my over eating i really want to takel this if i buisy i don't feel like eating.
Man i'm starting to get tired.
I aslo wounder if others feel this way i always found music more sensual the a man lol lol lol i know that sounds werid or a better way to put it more of a turn on then a man.
i wounder if theres others like this ...... I rather lisen to music then watch Tv i very realy watch TV now unless its a true life Documentry. I like murder mistories and true life paranomal and ghoast storyes.
Or hystory shows and alien showes.
anyway im going to go now as im tired, also my twin I am not Anger at you when you un followed me it made me upset, so i left it i did want to invade your bounders.
Its also your life path not mine you do not owe me anything i chose to be by myself for years.
I could never meet anyone i could connecetd too, it when iver i was attracted and there was no connection or there was aconnction and no attractshion.
This was my choice it had nothing to do with you also losing my father made it worse and now i look after my mother ireally don't have alot of time between work and home.
and im not looking my Guides said it will happen when lest Exspected it.
So i ahave faith in them, you owe me nothing it's your life my dear friend.
Just live your life grow have peace and be happy i hope you make conncetions with others you will know. ... Hugs my friend
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Ive also been drawn to look up moe inforamshion on the blue rose ordore Melchizedek, The Order of the Blue Rose and the Magdalene Lineage https://www.bluerosehealing.com/blog/melchizedek
I found this very intresting and was drawn to this years ago now im drawn again
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