Well it's been anouther Busy day I even had a nap this afternoon For about 30 minets i just needed it.
Again he is in my thought's i don't think there is a day that goes by i don't think about it.
On tiktok i keeo getting this life couch about avoudent people.
And how they push people away, they just go silent and won't talk or contacked people.
I talk to anyone but i won't force myself in a person's life.
Its up to them what they won't but if they don't want me iwon't stick around.
I feel very sleepy tonight 3 day's off hell yes.
Ive been working on my self love affrimashions.
I tell myself.
I love you i love you i love you while looking at my face in the mirror.
You deserve compashion and kindness.
Or i state it with I first then my name.
So i say it like this.
I ( ... ) deserve love compashion and kindness.
I (....) deserve good loyal friends.
I did as i cahnneled down.
Why can't i get you out of my head i see your face every where from the time i awake to the time i close my eyes at night.
I still keep seeing a beach. I wanted to much for us to talk i wanted to know you as a person and understand why i was drawn to you.... I hurts so much i want to cry.
But to many people also wanted you as well. I feelt infearer.
But theres nothing i can do ... Now i'm thinking about beautiful tropical trees and palm trees.
White sand and long streach of beach.
When i was younger i feelt this need to findsome i was looking for someone.
He was out there just didnt know where a deep thinking soul who was intrested in the deeper Truth of things i have only meet three other soul's like this Jacky who past away mel and caraline.
I hade this deep feeling that we where all being lied to and alot of truth was being with held from us.
I was drawn to David ick and read his book the biggest secreat.
Then i found more things my guides drew me to the inforamshion and i found it.
I feel you quite strong tonight i hope your well sometimes i look at people's pitures and pic up things.
And get informashion.
Anyways i'm going to leave it here i'm quite tired.
Again he is in my thought's i don't think there is a day that goes by i don't think about it.
On tiktok i keeo getting this life couch about avoudent people.
And how they push people away, they just go silent and won't talk or contacked people.
I talk to anyone but i won't force myself in a person's life.
Its up to them what they won't but if they don't want me iwon't stick around.
I feel very sleepy tonight 3 day's off hell yes.
Ive been working on my self love affrimashions.
I tell myself.
I love you i love you i love you while looking at my face in the mirror.
You deserve compashion and kindness.
Or i state it with I first then my name.
So i say it like this.
I ( ... ) deserve love compashion and kindness.
I (....) deserve good loyal friends.
I did as i cahnneled down.
Why can't i get you out of my head i see your face every where from the time i awake to the time i close my eyes at night.
I still keep seeing a beach. I wanted to much for us to talk i wanted to know you as a person and understand why i was drawn to you.... I hurts so much i want to cry.
But to many people also wanted you as well. I feelt infearer.
But theres nothing i can do ... Now i'm thinking about beautiful tropical trees and palm trees.
White sand and long streach of beach.
When i was younger i feelt this need to findsome i was looking for someone.
He was out there just didnt know where a deep thinking soul who was intrested in the deeper Truth of things i have only meet three other soul's like this Jacky who past away mel and caraline.
I hade this deep feeling that we where all being lied to and alot of truth was being with held from us.
I was drawn to David ick and read his book the biggest secreat.
Then i found more things my guides drew me to the inforamshion and i found it.
I feel you quite strong tonight i hope your well sometimes i look at people's pitures and pic up things.
And get informashion.
Anyways i'm going to leave it here i'm quite tired.
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